your chucks

My memorial to you. Forever in my heart and soul. Miss you!!!!!

Niles Canyon

My last mission was to set you free at nile canyon where you went so many times with your friends. I am so grateful to those of your friends that came and helped me and supported me in saying good by one more time.

I love you and miss you.

mom

walk with Darren, timpanogas cave

Remembering Darren, Nimbus Dam

Happy Birthday son!!!!!!! I miss you and think of you always!!!
love you, love you,love you

mom

2 years

Two years ago today almost to the minute, we lose out on having one of the great personality, one of the great human beings of our time, and a great son to be proud of.
Darren I have gone from anger(for your wreckless driving)(for dieing too young)(for me out living you) and then I think, you are probably angry at yourself too. Darren I go from sad, soooo sad, missing you, missing your smile, missing your phone calls, missing your conspiracy theories, missing your (I am your mom I said so, and hearing in return that's not good enough, I want a better answer) I miss watching you with the nieces and nephews. and it breaks my heart to know that some of them won't remember you and then I remember it is breaking your heart too.
You are with me always. Then I remember we are with you too.
There have been no milestones, no corners to take , no outstanding thoughts to help me feel better and understand this emptiness. Then I remember you are probably thinking the same thing.
I am so glad for the 28 years. I am so glad for that smile, laughter and your tender heart and your sweet soul.
til we meet again,
love and miss you infinity,
mom