It's thanksgiving and I am working on thinking of all the things and people I am thankful for. Today is no different for me, when thinking about you and missing you. The family doesn't seem to get together quite as much, it seems everyone is going their own way and doing their own thing. I am left to wonder how much your death has to do with that. I know I don't feel whole nor is anything the same to me. We all miss you and think of you in our own way. You are forever in my heart and thoughts. I will always wish things were different. I always hold back a scream or tear.
Love,
Mom
