Two years ago today almost to the minute, we lose out on having one of the great personality, one of the great human beings of our time, and a great son to be proud of.
Darren I have gone from anger(for your wreckless driving)(for dieing too young)(for me out living you) and then I think, you are probably angry at yourself too. Darren I go from sad, soooo sad, missing you, missing your smile, missing your phone calls, missing your conspiracy theories, missing your (I am your mom I said so, and hearing in return that's not good enough, I want a better answer) I miss watching you with the nieces and nephews. and it breaks my heart to know that some of them won't remember you and then I remember it is breaking your heart too.
You are with me always. Then I remember we are with you too.
There have been no milestones, no corners to take , no outstanding thoughts to help me feel better and understand this emptiness. Then I remember you are probably thinking the same thing.
I am so glad for the 28 years. I am so glad for that smile, laughter and your tender heart and your sweet soul.
til we meet again,
love and miss you infinity,
mom
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