Sunday, April 12, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
a move
We moved Don and Saundra and the boys today. Darren you were missed. I thought about you more then once.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
9 months
Today the newscaster said "fabulous day" another example how day to day life goes on. Darren it has been 9 months to the day and date since you died. I have read through some of my past posts and not much has changed, it is still hard, it is still sad, it is still painful, it is not much different.... it just keeps going on. The sun is still pretty to see in the morning, the grandkids are still fun to be around, there are still birthdays to be celebrated, games to go to, books to be read, laundry to be done, roof leaks to be repaired, oil changes on the cars, see what I mean, day to day just keeps on going. Can the soul stop, can the spirit stop, can the emotions stop, will the empitness ever feel better. I think not. It will just be there, something to just get use to. I love you and miss you!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Today is thelast day of 2008. This has been a trying year.
(to say the least) After midnight tonight 2008 will
be history. The stories, the issues, the happy times,
the bad times, the sad times will be history. You Darren
will never be history to me. You as well as all your brothers
and sister will never be history to me. You are all apart of my
past my present and my future. No matter what the
story is, no matter what the status is of a situation, you are all
apart of my story. Somethings could have been written
better, somethings I wouldn't have wanted written and somethings
I would like to write right out of the story but......the past, the present make
our story for tomorrow. I will strive to make the best of each story thrown my
way or by way of my kids. If I could trade places I would. I love and miss you
and sure wish you were here to start the new year. You are in my heart. : )
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